Instruction After Cervical Polyp Removal
affect mens in corpore sano 
that strategic mega balls! Classes started again two days ago and already regret the idleness or home ... Sardinia ... and its mega breakfast (photo on side)! I want the days spent together at sea, or fuck a nice view on that ... yes those were the days, no worries, no break ... But now hangs in my sick mind a range of fucking confused and malignant thoughts (strano. ..), I feel strange and I do not know what ... I've got thinking, has nothing to do even the bad autumn ... has dissolved the aspirin! ... It 's like I want to do something and there I could, but ... I do not know what! I mean .... I'm bored .... to study but I do not feel inspired (and the results of last month the show ...); but when I go to the gym is always the same, so I go out ... stimulus but can not find anything ... I'm not depressed, it just seems that I got up one morning and found everything different from what I had left ... and now I can no longer be comfortable with my surroundings And the bad thing is ... I hear it in TUTTO.All 'universities I'm there in those uncomfortable benches and dizzy to look around me all seem foreign, distant and menacing, all fighting each other for a better grade, all false Bravin and perfect ... and stupid ... I'm just there and I do not understand a damn what they explain, or rather I do not care ... my mind flies, just as soon as the lights went back on again ... and I feel stupid ... "Esco "with my friends and spend the evening wondering who made me do: I dress all cute perky (..?..), are almost coming up ... and then just stand there in the corner trying to figure out discourses that do not concern me, people who do not know or I slam, only to find (if I will do) at midnight, after some smile and compassionate embrace that I had to know so much sop ... I come home and I'm almost always feel better ... I mean I put there, as the new girl just arrived, timid and clumsy, who never know what to say , which always feels more, that nobody understands ... The problem is that we are now in the corner cobwebs, and spiders make me sick ... How can I make myself sick, I do not know and I despise myself ... Right now I do not turn the ball over even worse ... ... I feel apathetic, nothing upsets me, nothing interests me ... I'm indifferent to the world and myself ... no call .. . Every time I watch, stunned, as if before a film that goes in slow motion, in which the faces are blurred and muted words, the non-existent ... most annoying noise .... And what is tearing me apart that only recently the computer sees it in me ... I feel something different, something's wrong ... I want to be alone, away from it all ... but then I I would only hurt more, I know ... Well, you see ... one day find myself my own place, I feel calm and happy in my corner, strong and aggressive as I would like ... but you will see exactly ....
that strategic mega balls! Classes started again two days ago and already regret the idleness or home ... Sardinia ... and its mega breakfast (photo on side)! I want the days spent together at sea, or fuck a nice view on that ... yes those were the days, no worries, no break ... But now hangs in my sick mind a range of fucking confused and malignant thoughts (strano. ..), I feel strange and I do not know what ... I've got thinking, has nothing to do even the bad autumn ... has dissolved the aspirin! ... It 's like I want to do something and there I could, but ... I do not know what! I mean .... I'm bored .... to study but I do not feel inspired (and the results of last month the show ...); but when I go to the gym is always the same, so I go out ... stimulus but can not find anything ... I'm not depressed, it just seems that I got up one morning and found everything different from what I had left ... and now I can no longer be comfortable with my surroundings And the bad thing is ... I hear it in TUTTO.All 'universities I'm there in those uncomfortable benches and dizzy to look around me all seem foreign, distant and menacing, all fighting each other for a better grade, all false Bravin and perfect ... and stupid ... I'm just there and I do not understand a damn what they explain, or rather I do not care ... my mind flies, just as soon as the lights went back on again ... and I feel stupid ... "Esco "with my friends and spend the evening wondering who made me do: I dress all cute perky (..?..), are almost coming up ... and then just stand there in the corner trying to figure out discourses that do not concern me, people who do not know or I slam, only to find (if I will do) at midnight, after some smile and compassionate embrace that I had to know so much sop ... I come home and I'm almost always feel better ... I mean I put there, as the new girl just arrived, timid and clumsy, who never know what to say , which always feels more, that nobody understands ... The problem is that we are now in the corner cobwebs, and spiders make me sick ... How can I make myself sick, I do not know and I despise myself ... Right now I do not turn the ball over even worse ... ... I feel apathetic, nothing upsets me, nothing interests me ... I'm indifferent to the world and myself ... no call .. . Every time I watch, stunned, as if before a film that goes in slow motion, in which the faces are blurred and muted words, the non-existent ... most annoying noise .... And what is tearing me apart that only recently the computer sees it in me ... I feel something different, something's wrong ... I want to be alone, away from it all ... but then I I would only hurt more, I know ... Well, you see ... one day find myself my own place, I feel calm and happy in my corner, strong and aggressive as I would like ... but you will see exactly .... 
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